Ping!

Ding! Someone answered when I personal messaged that person at work. Long time since I posted, almost a month. I have not been giving the priority I should to my journal, amongst other things. I keep getting involved in the lives of other people, and just forgetting that I have goals that I want to reach. All of the resolutions for new years involve me investing some time on them, and require some concentration, and TIME INVESTMENT on my part; even if it means partial social isolation.

I have to fight against my procrastination tendencies and also deal with the fact that people require attention. Acknowledging the fact that I have a life and plans can be difficult for some people; thus I end up putting myself after them, and being unhappy. I don't want that anymore. I want to end a year successfully and happy. I can't avoid problems, the only way through is handling each issue; but I can't keep sacrificing my plans at the whim of any of my friend, regardless of how much they have done for me in the past (or believe they have).

And yes, I finish yet another angry post.